Kisah Aku

Aku
Kasar sangat rasanya nak guna kata ganti nama pertama ni
Usually I'll use my nickname untuk talk with others
And lebih selesa bahasakan diri 'me' for writing
Tapi ya, aku

Appearance sopan
Belit tudung gitu gini
Cakap softspoken, lembut
Pijak semut pon tak mati (okay xder kaitan, abaikan)
Tapi ya, aku

Outspoken
Cakap from the deepest side of my heart
Banyak ikut kepala (as known as degil)
Yes it's true

But it's for myself (selfish)
Aku cuma tegakkan pendapat
Pendirian
Pertahankan hak aku

Aku
Seorang manusia yang diberi akal
Untuk berfikir
Dianugerahkan minda
Melontar idea-idea yang tak seberapa
Bukan hamba yang menurut perintah
Terima semuanya membuta tuli
Bukan robot
Di'control' sesuka hati (bahasa rojak..kata satu Malaysia kan)

Aku
Bercakap ikut naluri
Aku cakap apa yang aku rasa
Apa yang tergerak dari hati
Bukan nak suruh ikut
Cuma nk share (rojak lagi)
Nak kembangkan ilmu
At least I know I'm on the right track
Aku tak nak syok sendiri

Tapi ya, aku
Kadang-kadang overdose
Ramai terasa hati
Aku mintak maaf
Aku cuma tak nak hipokrit
Memang itu aku
Tak nak simpan-simpan
Tak nak cakap-cakap belakang
Aku tak peduli selagi aku tak usik hak peribadi orang

Biar maki depan-depan
Biar peluru M16 penuh kat badan
Biar semua tu
Biar tau apa yang patut diperbetulkan
Daripada sesat
Hanyut

Aku
Outspoken
Sound people directly
Tak ambil peduli
Dan yang penting tak hipokrit
Jadi diri sendiri
Tak payah nak control ayu depan orang
Tapi actually terjerit-jerit macam 'monkey'

Salam sayang tulus dari hati
Nurhazwani a.k.a WeweyNei

Lama Tunggu

Tak banyak yang nak dicoretkan

Tak banyak yang nak diceritakan

Tak banyak yang nak dikongsikan

Cuma satu, Yang Maha Satu

Kehidupan

Banyak lorong

Banyak jalan

Banyak cabang

Banyak halangan

Banyak rintangan

Pilihan jadi penentuan

Keputusan jadi pengakhiran

Puas!

Pergi sebuah kepahitan

Datang selautan kemanisan

Tiada lagi sumpahan

Tiada lagi makian

Tiada lagi penipuan

Tiada lagi kesengsaraan

Yang Maha Adil

Disebalik kesesakan, kelapangan luas terbentang

Sungguh dahsyat

Yang Maha Agung

Jatuh bangun, adat

Suka duka, lumrah

Bahagia selamanya

Kehadirannya sikit demi sedikit

Hari demi hari

Semakin hadir, semakin menggunung

Alhamdulillah

Dengan izin Yang Maha Esa

Menggapai di puncaknya

**berpuitis sekali sekala ;p

Tak fahamlah..

Tak fahamlah,

Awak perempuan…
Macam mna awak boleh minat n keje dlm bidang nie??
 
Awk,
Igt girl pon tak boleh keje dlm bidang ni(construction) ker??
Memang in construction field, majority is man..
But some other works it also can be done by girl even though it is monopolized by man..hewhew ^_~
It looks like kasar, tegas, garang and some can turns to no manner just bcz most of us speak suka hati mak bapak jer rite???
But, tak semestinya if keje kasar, attitude pon rough okay..
In example, ME..hehehe..
Soft-spoken but boleh jer get long in this industry..
For me, this job makes me more discipline, independent, think fast, and more confident..
 
Tak fahamlah,
Awak perempuan…
Tak takut ker panjat tinggi²??
Panjat scaffolding plak tu..tak bahaya ker??
 
Saper ckp tak takut??
Giler gayat kot…huhu..
Tp best!!!
Kite pernah panjat sampai level 5 gna scaffolding jer tau…
Hhaaaaa…jgn main²
Memang terbaik sgt lah!!!
Boss kite pon x caya kite boleh climb up n seberani tuh tau..
But it’s not what I want..
The worth of experience..
Very valuable.. ^_^
Tak semua org dapat buat mcm ni tau..
When building da siap, people will use stairs and lift to move from floor to floor..
But I use scaffolding and passenger hoist!!!bru extreme >_^
Hehehe…
Try it, you will feel it!!!
 
Tak fahamlah,
Awak perempuan…
Lebih baik kerja dalam aircond, selesa..
Tp awk sanggup berdiri bwh terik matahari…
Tak panas ker??
 
It’s nothing compared to satisfaction that I get..
Tengok progress hari²...
Hasil kerja jd reality..
Tak dapat nk gambarkan..
Frm just a piece of paper and few lines,
Become a gigantic and beautiful creation!!!
Gedebuk sebijik depan mata..
Do you know how proud I am when people said,
“wah…cantiknya bangunan tu..saper buat ek??”
Dalam hati “I did it!! I did it!!” hahahaha...
Even though compliment actually architect yg dapat..huhu
Coolie always humble..kekekeke 

Awk kna faham..

It’s a nature if someone has passion in sesuatu bidang walaupon bidang tu dimajoriti oleh lelaki atau perempuan..
Working in construction industry sangat best especially being a Project Planner as me..
Tak banyak girls tau selok belok construction nie,, but I noe it!!!
Actually semua kerja yg uolls doing rite now sama jer..
Bcz it based on what do you like..kan??kan??kan??
Janji ada semangat and minat..semua boleh ^_~
I won’t stop it!!!!
No matter how it would be..
Minat, semangat dan peluang..
I’ll grab it until when??
I donnoe bcz I LOVE IT!!!
>_<

i'm back!!!!

pergh....dah lama rasanya x update blog..nmpk sgt part6 mmg busy n crazy tahap bangang kan2..hehehe
ape2 pon dh selesai and dah complete tugas kite sebagai student kt UiTM perak kan2..seronok!!!
hrm..so cuti selama nearly 5 months with nothing to do..hehehe..porabih boraih je la nmpknya..kuang3~~~~
currently looking for employment with any companies yg nk ambik kite jd pekerje dier..please2..kite boring sangat kt umah ni..
resume pon dah hantar but until now xder apa2 reply lg..hurm..sob2 :'(
hope Allah will be with me..insyaAllah..guys wish me luck k!!

dah nk balik dah!!!

hurm..just left few days jer lg nk reg to uitm back..giler malas nk blaja balik..
aper x nyer..6 bulan xpegang buku..xstudy menatang aper pon then trus dapat result..huhuhu..
sem depan ader symposium BUSY2011..fuhh..mest penat nnt..rest xcukup semua..
well biasa la student life kan..ecececece..hakhakhak!!
xtau caner nk face semua nnt..well "new life" kater kan..hikhikhik..
saper paham, paham la..saper xpaham buat2 paham je lahh..huhuhu..
planning to go to holiday this end of the year..tp xdapat cz masing2 busy..hurm..
biler nk jalan2 neyh..bosan..
aper2 pon hopefully next sem xder aper2 yg sangkut..amin..
so boleh continue my dream of being an architect..yeeehaaa!!!!
eventhough 3 thun blaja building tp hati tetap ng archi..sorry guys..
korg continue CM then i'll continue archi..xper..senang2 kiter contact lah kan..hikhikhik..
xsabar tunggu thun depan..ada even BESAR menanti..hopefully aper yg dirancang menjadi kenyataan..senyum jer... :)

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin :)

its quite a long time not updating the blog..well im busying with works n life..heks!!hrm...first i'ld to to ask forgiveness from all of my babes, dudes, friends, teachers, lecturers and all people who noe me if i made wrongduin' and so on.. kosong2 yea..heks..

hrm..at the beginning of Ramadhan me n family were shocked with da news of my uncle..he got bone cancer..stage 4..perggghhh!!!macam naek gila aku dibuatnya..i couldnt concentrated to my internship..until now..n i dunnoe what will happen to my report..never started it yet..dah la kena tukar tajuk..just left 2 months to go..sempat ke yerk???adehh..

now alhamdulillah, my uncle is getting better cz doa from all of you..thanx a lot.. :)

raya kali ni best la jugak eventhough i cant go to my babes' house..sorry cz my car is not feeling well..haks!! (dia suruh tukar kereta baru la tu en??)hehe..raya ke3 waiting for my friends datang umah..masak banyak2..tp hrm..naem n yana jer yg datang..tp seronok cz i got compliment from them..hehe 1st time masak kooot..heks!!cayalahh..raya kali ni gak xbalik kampung..xper..nnt2 balik la kan..this time my family raya ng org baru..my 1st anak buah..Muhammad Aqil Rayyan..he such a cute baby and soooooooo baik..i like it..hehe..cant wait till he becomes kid..hehe..nk bwk g jln2 dgn stroller kt shopping complex..buleh lagu tu??heks!!!

4th day of raya..finally i met him..after 3 years and 4 months of waiting..heks!!the person that i love most and unforgetable..heks!!seriously i still love him in what ever he is..deeply in my heart i couldnt lie it!! hopefully after this we will be together back..amin ya rabbal alamin.. and i really hope he will change to what he should.. :)

happy of my life

wah..bestnyer dapat balik kampung!!!!!

tp kepulangan yang best..hahaha..sebab i met with my schoolmate..da lama xjumpa..it has been 5 years kot..xsangka, he's different..dulu kicik2 suke je kacau aku especially waktu mula2 pindah ke skolah campor (lelaki+perempuan)..maklumlah, b4 transfer i studied in Girl's School..huhu..

back to the story, seriously im not immagine he will be like now, n sumenye totaly different about him..haha..da cair ker???kuang3!!!ahamdulillah..he changed to be better..wah3!!kelas gtu..n i hope, we'll be best friends eva!!!!amin..

**hopefully A*** will change to..xsusah utk berubah untuk jadi lebih baik!!!