4th day of being assisstant QS..

exausted, bored, really painfull and many else..
i dun noe this kind of feeling, feel like wanna cry, scream very loud!!!!!!!!!
it's hard to decribe how i feel now..
im not doing the thing that i like so im easy to get tired and bored..
diorg sume have the topic already and i????
hrm..please... (cryin' again)

what the hell of this circumstance...
may be it's my fault too cz didnt find the place that suite to me..
but its too late now..

PASRAH....

='(

please give me back my freedom!!!!

argh!!!during the whole exam weeks i feel like i wanna killing that guy..what so bored..always listen to her words..what's this and what's that..
actually it's not good to tell here.. but i really2 hope that person realize and aware to people's right...
not all people do the same way as you to study..and some of people need calmity and tranqulity to study and to understand...
i know you are smart and good in everything..but please give me a chance and space because im not like you..
i have to learn from ZERO okay...

to saper ntah nmnya but she's BS student..please dun do u shit,f***king attitude to anybody..perasan aku kwn ko...belah lah...i never though that u r my friend okay and im not interested to be friend with you actually...but because I HAVE TO!!!
please change ur attitude if u wanna socialize or "bermasyarakat" with people...jgn memandai buat harta org jd harta ko..n one more thing,im not ur printing or scanning service person okay,...nath2 ngaku ader scanner or printer kt kwn2 ko..pastu kwn ko datang tnya, "Is this the B***H room???, nk print or scan smtg la..."
WTH!!!!!

hummmmm exam is going to end soon..n on 17th i'ii start my internship..hehehehe...jd contractor!!!!fuiyoooo!!! ingt sng ker work in construction industry...but i donnoe how does it looks like...hehehehe..poyo jer lebih..

to my mom n family...i really2 missed all of you..in my current situation, i want my mom beside me bcoz im always thinking, if Allah doesnt give chance to me for tomorrow, will I see my mother again..(crying...serious!!)
i miss my mom much888888xxxxxxx!!!!!
mom,dad..please pray for me... =)
i really2 wanna make both of you happy to see my suceed and u'll proud of me..
hope i have the chance...Amin...

balik+buhsan+stress+annoyed+guilty

16042010

nk tulis pasal smlm..15042010

yesterday was very100x bad day 4 me..since the beginning of the day, till the end..wuargh!!tension giler..
1st, woke up late to the class and very hurry(rushing) go to the class cz scared if i'll scoled by the lecturer..but he's not like that actually..but im very scared if people loosing their trust on me..im sorry en.haiqal cz absent on tuesday cz im very2 sick..my nose can't stop running and my voice was flying to i don't noe where..

go back to what happen yesterday, after i went back from the class with uncontrolable felling...
after i reached to my room, nissa, my roomate told me that my printer has stuck.. the paper was not working out..and i try to fix it but i dunnoe how to do it..kesian nissa..im so sorry...i can't help you by that time n i made it worse rite???luckily the ink xkener nissa's drawing..seriously i felt guilty to nissa..im so sorry..

before i go back to my room, i bought a nescafe(my fav drink) and ice tea at the downtown and then, i put it on my table...giler khusyuk maen game i forgot about the drink on my table..habis tumpah and i just relize it when the time is already 8 or 9 pm smthg...argh..habis all my books and notes absorbed the drink and the most important thing is MY NOTES GONNA MISSING!!!!bcz ink kembang and i can't read it...OMG!!!!!!and i dun have any mood to study structures for the next day test..

Ya Allah..please help me and i wish this incidents will not gonna happen again to me..

about the internship..lstill not settle yet...aper la masalahnyer nk approve kn JUST A LETTER and fax it..bgtau ler..if i accepted or not..dun make me waiting!!!

final exam'schedule giler babeng punyer..harini final presentation 4 entreprenuership n tomorrow is the exam day and the next day is BUILDING CONSTRUCTION with 5 CREDIT HOURS!!mmg best!!!argh..ETRETRETRETRETR!!!!!!

kebuhsanan.....

wuiyooo....dh nk abis dh sem ni..kejap jer..tp sem ni la yang memenatkan giler antara sem2 lepas..
rindunyer nk balik umah...dh lama x jumpa family..
final project submit minggu depan..mmg best lah...model pon almost siap..hehe...
cantik....warna warni..huhuhu..hopefully ms. rafizah n cik azira suker r...
hrm..in confused cz berbelah bahagi nk balik ker x minggu ni...mcm yer or mcm x...herm...
tp rindu giler nk makan ayam masak merah mak buat...

masuk com lab hari ni..semangat giler..
tp when the monitor is ready to use, aiseh..no surfing icon la plak..
mean the computer is just formated..alamak!!!hancus..bengong ler..
dh la guna broadband pon x jalan..
xtau ker communication is very important nowadays?????
nme jer dok kt ipt tp the facilities is not satisfied especially in THE INTERNET COVERAGE..
argh....
dh lama kot x on9 facebook n myspace...same goes to twitter...argh..
malas nk salin notes en.sallehan...wewewewewewe....

dinner...

building night is coming..
wargh..lot8x of things to do..penat lor..meeting banyak missed..
malas nk bergerak..
assignment pon mcm hampeh jer...nasib baik ada baw n rakan2...thanx lot!!!!

currently in puchong..ikut pakcik n family jalan2..
n try to find dress for dinner..huhu..
bukak facebook,alias da nk kawen dah..
tahniah diucapkan!!!!
argh...no idea to write here..
time xder internet,mcm2 jer nk tulis..huhu

da....hope today best lah.. =)

*thanx kt perol,zul n poji hntr aku kt ladang lekir semalam =)

kemballi...

hrm..sedar x sedar dh 5 hari ktorg balik ke uitm..
mula lah nk menengok assignment..huhuhu..
bosan giler babeng..xder internet kt bilik..online kt cafe..
what the berat bwk laptop..

owh laptop ku..
why u keep doing such a WONDERFUL MOMENT with me currently??
hrm..mule2 screen starting to BERCAYA n BERKELIP2..
and suddently kedatangan BENDA ASING plak..
n now the KIPAS is bz running all over my head..the sound is soooooooo SEDAP..
hrm..laptop ku2..

drawing wat xsiap..malas nk wat..bukannnyer group members x mintak keje, tp aku xtau nk kasi aper..aku pon tau nk wat per..
for the information,aku xreti nk explain kt orang pasal nk wat keje..tp tunjukkan cara tau la..tp last2 aku la yg siapkan benda tu...huhu..malasa nk explain..

mggu ni bnyk ponteng kelas cz tahap KERAJINAN utk tido sangat tinggi..
sorry 2 all my lecturers..
=)

keletihan..

Argh...letih nyer....
naik turun tgga cr tmpt nk wat internship..hrm..
akhirnya dapat jugak..thanx to kak shida n kakak aper ntah..huhuhu..
xingat..dier pon x introduce her self..
they gave me lots of coorperation..
give lots of information..
dari aku xpaham subject tu sampai la aku dh ble explain balik kt diorg yg diorg explained kt aku..huhuhu

esok, sabtu Abby will undergoing one more surgery..
the besi inside her arm is lilbit senget..
kesian dier..it will be her third time surgery..
Abby, be patient yer..ko kuat..
esok jugak aku akan balik ke tempt asal ku.. UiTM Seri Iskandar..
hukhukhuk..

kt umah, my family plak nk g jalan2..picnic
kt Durian Burung..such a rural area..coverage hp jgn harap nk dapat..hahaha
malasnyer nk drive..so i decided xnk ikut..malas doe!!!
better i stay at home n do what should i do..(finish up the assignment)
hahaha..boleh ker???