its about my internship..i feel bad, i feel horrible, i wanna cry, i wanna blame people and much more!!!hhhmmmm....(sigh)
sometimes i feel like im trying to destroy my future cz after i graduated, for sure i'll be working in this industry and will face with the same people..am i rite???
but unfortunately i've done mistakes..
the truth is i wanna blame this company..its start from letter "U"..one of class A contractor in Alor Star...the worker at this firm had promise to me that the company will take/accept me for the internship and i am really dumb stupid and trust this "U" company..i wait for the reply cz en.rizal already faxed the official letter to the company and the "U" company didnt reply it back..i wait till the examination weeks come....most of my friends already confirm the practical with choosen company...eventhough i was among the earliest send the official letter, but i havent get any answer YET!!!..my heart not feeling well and my hand was easily called the company..and suddently the workers at "U" company said "sorry dik, surat adik tu blom excess, better adik cari company lain.." macam _ _ _ _ la kan..the date was very closed and luckily i've backup which is "K" company..fuh..lega n really thankful to The Almighty!!!
but its not finished yet..in "K" company i should do QS job and its accepted cz my sudy is also includes measurement and estimate..but the really job im doing is photostating tender documents..wwwuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! really bad and exhausted..cyez..
i wanna change the company but there are lots of misunderstanding about this..im stuck between my dad, my curent company, my lecturers, my department and all the related..cyez im stuck and i donnoe whot should i do now!!!!i feel like i wanna quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, tolonglah permudahkan urusanku dan Kau berikanlah yang terbaik untukku..Sesungguhnya hambaMu ini sudah tidak mampu untuk menanggung dugaanMu ini..Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...
